May 2012
7 posts
I hate doing this without a title image… because all my self-done posts have title images.
So.
I’m gonna make myself do it anyway. and see if I can do without editing it.
But work’s almost over, now, so… that’s a plus.
I have, however, discovered a new tick of mine… which is that I touch my nose.
or… Push my nose. I just… It sounds like...
Dear me, Mr. Holmes!: how to decode a person with... →
things we are trying to do all the time:
be safe
things we can’t help but do all the time:
second-guess ourselves
behave impulsively and reactively
take everything personally
worry
worry
worry
have difficulty accepting compliments
have difficulty reciprocating friendly gestures
have…
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recovery challenge day five
I… I want to be remembered as someone who always did what they had to. It’s strange, but I want to be remembered as a person who would do anything for another person and who would never let anything stop them from doing so. I want people to think of me and see someone helpful to a point that it hurt and someone who so obviously loved so much that it was just painful to watch and you...
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recovery challenge day four
I really would like to say with absolute certainty that I have never harmed anyone with my disorder… but I really don’t think I can. I mean, I have a habit of blocking things out if I don’t like them (and who doesn’t)… but some things stick.
When I was young my sister did something and I couldn’t stop myself and I thought about hurting her and I thought about...
April 2012
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recovery challenge day three
I like who people think I am? that should count…
I like that I’m willing to make an insane amount of effort for things
I like… my eyes?
there.
three things.
that works for me.
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recovery challenge day two
Day 2 - What have you done to help yourself with your addiction/disorder?
I really don’t think I’ve done anything at all to help myself with my disorder.
I mean, I did make a big step this year in telling my mom about it but nothing has really been done since I was given my psych referral. I never went to get it checked out or whatever you do in this situation and I’ve just...
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recovery challenge day one
To what it may concern;
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I really have no idea what you are or why you’re there… but there is something wrong with me and it’s you. I’m not like normal people and I don’t think the way normal people think. I’ve never in my life felt like I was the same as the people around me and it’s because of you; whatever it is that goes on inside my head is...
“It must be nice to live the life of a princess […] you just never touch...”
– my loving and understanding mother?
No. See— this is just like her. I don’t want to touch an oven that has been in storage for two years and wasn’t cleaned … I can’t touch dirty dishes… there are a lot of things I feel like I can’t do and every time she...
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30 day recovery challenge
believeinrecovery:
i made this challenge because i really wanted to do one! however, the only ones i could find were so specific about eating disorders or self harm. so i decided to make one that is really general, so anyone in recovery can do it!
i added questions from assignments i have been given from my addiction counselor. a few questions are inspired by the 12 steps. i also generalized a...
March 2012
10 posts
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do you ever feel a strange sadness as dusk falls?:... →
xyrophile:
bluepineappleplate:
I’ve had this horrible message I received on facebook, saying horrible things about someone I care a lot about, floating around in my head for the past week or so.
Apparently, there’s this notion that having relationships, having a job, speaking at…
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if you ever need someone to talk to about anxiety,...
I don’t know so much about the “I’ve been where you are” but I may well BE where you are and I’d gladly help you if you need it. <3 you read mine, I’ll read yours. you help me, I’ll do whatever I can to help you.
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February 2012
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